大好き

私は完全に日本語を忘れてしまった。

That's how I feel. And a new word, "kanzen (ni)" means completely.

ジェリービーンを何個ほしいですか？

That made me really happy, though. I can study a lot and hopefully everything will be ok.

My main problem is that I recognize things without being able to reproduce them. I don't know how to combat this besides maybe writing everything I read down by hand and reviewing grammar like a banshee...