Here we go again...

Can someone just let me out of my life? I feel like I'm being chased around in circles by something...not sure what...

Something to do with college.

I feel like my education has been a complete failure. Started out so promising too...

So I can't go to Tokyo this fall because it overlaps with the spring semester. I would have to go in Spring, which I could do...but I could also probably GRADUATE in one semester if I overloaded the credits to 20 instead of only 18.

My schedule would be:

Great Ideas in Computing
Astronomy (with lab)
Economic Prinicples and Problems
Advanced Japanese Independent Study
Advanced Japanese elective Independent Study

4 credits each.

Last semester I took five classes as well, but one of them was only worth 2 credits. Even the teacher, however, noted that there was probably as much work to do for that 2 credit class as some of your 4 credit classes.

If I could do that I could probably graduate.

Then I could just be done. I want to get out and forget school ever happened.

Stupid stupid stupid.

Now I have to think of something to do with my afternoon and I certainly don't want to study...ANYTHING.

It's really sad that school is so intimately tied to learning that the rage against one can affect the other.

I'm sick of so many things.

There are also a handful of things I'm not sick of, hence I can't give it all up.

Wouldn't want to.

I think I'm going to go Gamma till my brain falls out.